16 Things (not everyone knows) About Me

1. i love going to the movies except horror movies

2. driving makes me happy and scared at the same time

3. i want to overcome my fear of swimming 

4. i love dogs better than cats

5. i love going on a road trip/travelling

6. im a frustrated guitarist/ pianist

7. i don't eat pineapples/raisins on viands except on pizzas and salads; i don't like sweet food

8. giving gives me a natural high

9. i have a penchant for good pictures

10. im obsessed with my husband's armpits! (didn't mean to gross anyone out)
11. im into nail-polish and foot spas
12. i like quirky things, unique finds
13. im near-sighted and a little deaf too (lol)
14. i like anything bohemian
15. i only eat chocolates when PMS-ing, upset or stressed
16. i have 4 tattoos

I want to be a mother.

Ever since I had that piece of paper registered at one municipal hall in Cabanatuan City,Im constantly dreaming. I said to myself: "Now that I have this "legal" paper,im sure my kid/s will not be called "illegitimate". I was so happy. Not that there's a requirement before deciding to have a miracle grow inside you,but for me it is! 

I wonder what it feels like to have life growing inside of my belly,and not just feel the "love-handles" in my body.

I wonder what will I crave for at night time when everybody is asleep.

I wonder if my first born will be a girl or a boy,or twins!

What will I name him/her or them?

After some time the excitement wore off,because I found out that I have PCOS~ PolyCystic Ovarian Syndrome. I was treated with provera and oc for a few months to induce and manage my period. Im on the second stage of inducing quality eggs with a pill prescribed by my OB but has not really started on the pill yet. Will have to stall for that because I have weight issues as well.

I have not done anything yet to loose any weight,but God knows I will get there. I know right,it's like stalling to get pregnant and be a mom like I dreamed to be,but Im just not loosing the weight yet.

Follow me on my quest to loose the weight and hopefully getting pregnant one day,so help me God!

me and mayk

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                                                     When God Made You...

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
So gone are all my questions about why

Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know it's true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just can't be right without you in my life

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

He must have heard every prayer I've been praying. 

He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

happy?

                   Thankful.
                   They say the first year is the toughest.
                   Let me sum my observation for the past year.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means cooking and doing the laundry all the time.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means driving for me whenever,wherever.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means fetching things for me...water,tissue.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means putting up with my 'praning' days.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means helping mama when papa was in the hospital.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means taking care of me when Im sick.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means cooking and baking for my friends and family.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means we'll stay at each other's side through the good and bad times.
                   Thankful for the love,if it means even if you do NONE OF THE ABOVE,I will still be thankful.
                   Thank you for your love.my ipis.I love you. Thankful 1st Anniversary.